The Misgiving

by Meat My Mum

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The Misgiving EP 2012

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released September 14, 2012

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Track Name: The Misgiving
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Track Name: Hideout For The Truth (ft John Galloway)
Fake - I can't believe what you've done
All the things I have been through you don't notice them, they mean nothing to you
Now close your eyes and embrace the pain I will bring over you
I am death and I am pain let me predict you'll cry
For I'll defile your body in this war
[You selfish] whore

I wouldn't mind if you were a stranger but you called yourself my friend the whole time
I wouldn't mind if you were a stranger but you called yourself my friend so fuck you

And I can't take this shit anymore
And I won't blame myself anymore for you

Lies and hypocrisy
Found on the floor soaked in blood
With a deep hole in your head
I hope your soul will stay restless
[You will regret to be born]
Now you're the slave and I'm the master
Serve me or you'll be gone

You will live to rue this
I can't stand your absurditys anymore
For years I've been chasing after a sense now it's all up to you

CRY OUT IN PAIN BITCH

It's all up to you

Feel my hate
My hands around your throat
Take this blade
To your chest and bleed out

Oh what a sweet sensation of satisfaction
I won't regret this murder - it feels so right
The only thing you were good for was sewing your blood all over my walls

... and painting them red
Track Name: Mutilate Me
No
Don't break me down
Don't break me down again

No
Don't take my breath
Don't you take my heart again

I might have been foolish and I might have been stupid
But I know this can't be right
All I've ever known - the things you got me used to
They have all disappeared in this swamp of pity

Taken down to nothing
No hope, no sunset

With no regards to what I've said you keep on pushing the boundaries to higher levels I can't follow, I cannott understand
The way you choose, the line you walk it went too hard for me
I am too slow, please wait for me, why does it keep going on like this?

Buried under a thousand roses that were meant to be given you in love

And letters that were meant to make you smile now burn in the fire of my hate
Get away from me, the way you look at me, it makes me sick
All I ever dreamed of was a place in paradise right next to you
My dream will stay a shadow, it died before we had a chance

Bring me down to the ground just once again
I'm begging
Give me the sorrow I hate, the hurt I love
I never wanted to say:

Fuck you, you stupid whore
I hate you with all my heart
Why use complex language when the things you did to me are not worth a scar on my hand
You left me alone in my darkest hour

I hope you die
Track Name: Ambivalence (ft Dennis Fries)
I'm back again with my heart full of hate
On the street with a call to the deep
I'm the monster that hides in your closet
The creature that you fear
Yet I'm not satisfied

Kneel down before me and pray for forgiveness

Ruthless and dangerous, no one will stop me

I wonder if there is a place to hide for me when all my chances come to die in my darkest fears
As long as chaos seems to rule this world of greed
I'm on my knees - cannot believe
Counting the hours to my definite destiny
Somewhere around this path lies my reality
For all you devils in my happiest fantasy
Freedom lies far beneath

My secret is lying - my sanction unconcealed
Get out of my way or you will end as one of these
For I am a traitor to my fellowmen indeed
I'll carry on

LOOK AT YOURSELF

[This is fear] - let me give you a showing of it

Time passes by as we carry on to go
But future ain't in sight - no light to shine so bright
And freedom lies so far beneath

I wonder if there is a place to hide for me when all my chances come to die in my darkest fears
As long as chaos seems to rule this world of greed
I'm on my knees - cannot believe
Counting the hours to my definite destiny
Somewhere around this path lies my reality
For all you devils in my happiest fantasy
Someday I will be free

Revealed
Track Name: A Beast Within
With my heart wide open I still can't find any reason why
Thus martyrs revelations won't any last any longer - this is the end of time
This mentioned time just rips my soul, my will is tattered and thrown away
But still I'm living, still I'm struggling, I won't be leaded astray

The beginning of something bigger than this no one could have ever predicted
I know I'm not alone and I know [this is my home]

Choices so hard to hose they crush my brain just like a lie cuts through relatedness
Prevent the cold, there are some things higher than the beholders eye can see

Shattered dreams in a box underneath the veil
Forever wonder if this is real, clawing away the pieces
Dividing us all - one at a time
There is a sorrow behind all of our future decisions and I feel blind

Don't you even dare to question all this temptation
Life is a path and antagonists throw obstacles right in front of us
Trying to avoid all this pain, many people just attract it even more

What's left of this world?
I'm sick and tired of you all

Kill my inner sins
Scratch them off my skin
Kill my inner sins
Before the end begins
Kill my inner sins
Scratch them off my skin
Kill my inner sins
To wipe off their grins

We are not born to suffer and cry out in anguish
We are the ones to stand still and fight back

Oppressed my inspiration 'til the point of entire damnation
Just on probation, this bitter creation
Through the eyes of a sleepwalker and eyes shut wide open
Buried in the sky, killed my doubtlessness with kindness
Probity becomes my demise - no clouds to catch me if I fall

Kill my inner sins
Scratch them off my skin
Kill my inner sins
Before the end begins
Kill my inner sins
Scratch them off my skin
Kill my inner sins
To wipe off their grins
Track Name: Voluntary Slaves
I won't bow down

Starting my engines and I'm coming in hard
Better seek cover or this will end before it starts
Prepared for the worst but always going for the best
Never sleep, never falter, never ever rest

And I walked these roads [for those I share my heart with]

Of any person in this world who lost their pride I can't imagine you found your way out of this cage
And I can't take another lie

I don't know how the fuck you beared this all the time
A burden beyond all reason - beyond all sanity
Never again, here we are now
This is where you belong
I won't regret a single fucking thing

For all you traitors, for all you cowards: remember who you are - get back up!

Of any person in this world who lost their pride I can't imagine you found your way out of this cage

[Don't waste my fucking] time

I was trying to pull you out of this sump of recklessness and you didn't even listen
You know, screaming wass not that easy with your mouth full of dependance
You broke your leash
It's time to overcome

And once again another heart was bended by the hands of examination

Freedom becomes a never spoken word here in this prison you call your life

I won't bow down
Track Name: The Aftermath
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